YMonday, February 08, 2010' 5:30 AM
mj's temporary timetable is considered a huge waste of time for us. there's hours between lectures and we just hang around waiting for lectures to start. some of us walked over to ikea during our break. i didn't know that ikea was so near mj, a 5 mins walk! ate meatballs and soft ice cream:) felt really hardworking today and i actually started doing my tutorials! i didnt think i would start doing work so early but, seeing everyone else study gives me pressure. i guess that's a good thing for me too.
had pt after school. first "serious" run after last year's napfa!! well it wasn't really serious, i was just slow jogging for all my rounds. i think i'll try running more next pt trng, that is if im still in mj! these few days i'm excited to sail, one of my mood swings toward sailing. maybe coz i'll miss sailing if i enter poly and won't sail ever again.
i can't believe i'm saying this but, i'm gonna start mugging and do some tutorials:)
YThursday, February 04, 2010' 6:58 AM
had a trip to the tekong camp today to send me bro off. it felt weird thinking that i wont see him for quite some time. i'll be at home alone to face everything and i definitely need to get used to that. the tekong campsite was nice! didn't seem like a place for hell-like trainings. it looked more like a chalet or resort. the buildings were nice and it was spacious, pics up on fb soon!
lessons officially started today, but i didnt go school and i dont know what to expect tmr at all. hopefully i wont have to buy any notes since i'm thinking of dropping out to tp. but i'll be buying uniforms tmr and it's such a waste of money:( it'll just be in my wardrobe weeks later and i dont think i'll be wearing it soon. i'd better rush my mum to email the tp ppl and ask about my application. i want to be free soon - wake up late, stay home watching tv the whole day, using comp!:)
YSunday, January 31, 2010' 1:38 AM
emily's "big" secret was finally revealed today! it came as a huge shock, something that none of us actually imagined it ever! but we'll definitely work hard and reach our target:)
been discussing with a few ppl over my dropping out of school issue, heard many different opinions though. first dae results will be out in mid feb, so i have to attend mj till then - buy sch uni and all the stuff that's like wasting $ :( and many ppl commented on the tp blog that jae appeals should have priority over dae applicants(!!). SO NOT TRUE. everyone's appealing, so why should anyone get a priority over others?
MID FEB SHALL
HOPEFULLY BE MY LUCKY PERIOD:)
YFriday, January 29, 2010' 4:06 AM
today's orientation with the ag was fun(at least better than yest)! got to talk more with others in the same ag, BUT, we'll be splitting up next monday to our diff og:( it was hard to break the ice, and after talking to some of them, we have to leave and start introducing ourselves all over again?? i think orientation next week will be more fun since there's more activities, but i hate the thought of getting new ogs. and i doubt anyone from the same ag as me will be in the same og since it'll be according to subject combi we chose:( but i'm starting to find that mj's not that bad, the ppl are nice and it's not as boring as i thought. i hope i wont be too attached to the school and not want to leave afterall.
giving trng a miss tmr, coz of my sprained back. i feel damn bad for missing 3 trngs in a row. the previous 2 i happened to be in hk and i wanted to make up for it by going this sat, but... :( but i dont even know if i shld still go for trngs since i shld be dropping out. i'll be wasting one of their boats and depriving someone else from trng.. but i dont know if i can stop going for trng.
looking forward to orientation next week despite all the worries. hopefully there'll be someone i know in my og!
YThursday, January 28, 2010' 5:20 AM
my back is seriously sprained. im walking like an old lady, with a hunchback and i cant even stand up straight. visited some chinese doctor earlier and he twisted my back and started hitting me real hard till i cried. and orientation's tmr! how unlucky can i get:( im so scared i cant join in the games and stuff cuz that's gonna be the best part of jc!
germ seems like her school's fun! they started with games and i think got to know others alr, while we're like... anyway i'll be putting up with this for one more week(hopefully!) and i just wanna get outtttt.
first day of school in mj, it was totally boring. talks, talks, talks. never ending. i somehow sprained my back yesterday, and that made things worse for me since i couldnt even walk or stand straight. but i guess things will be better tmr since there's orientation - fun and games! hopefully my back will stop giving me problems:)
met a few primary school classmates too, and they could actually still recognise me! i like the feeling of meeting someone i alr know in mj:) hung out with yq, jy, chan and hq. they were totally maddddd. but i'm glad that they're there if not school will be such a torture:D
i'm still eagerly waiting for tp's offer and i hope it comes, if not i'll be totally devastated and will not even have the motivation to study at all:( i have no wish to stay on any longer, wasting my time when i could be out working or resting at home. tmr's gonna be exactly 2 weeks after dae, that's when they said i can start checking my status. i'm hoping miracles happen tmr!
YWednesday, January 20, 2010' 3:16 AM
had a great time blading today at ecp with candice and alster! candice and i had a "morning exercise" walking to a rental shop far away early in the morning. rented skates for 2hrs, and took a long time to get used to it.. alster was really good at blading though. she was the one who caught us many times when we almost fell:)
they 2 and genson came over to my house after that, played pictionary and just slacked:) apparently my house is a great slacking place to them! watched 2 days 1 night, plus some suju and snsd clips. i think i'm starting to like suju and snsd a lot these few days, been watching ehb right from episode 1. but...dbsk's still the best! humour, hotness, charisma all rolled into one group:)
anyway, hong kong in 2 days! i haven't started packing my luggage yet. gonna pack really light, with a huge luggage. then i'll be able to squeeze in many clothes, bags, shoes and whatever i can find!:) hopefully it won't all be winter clothes and i'll be able to find some nice clothes over there. i have no idea where my parents plan to go in hong kong. somehow i'm not as enthu as i was for korea trip, finding stuff to do and places to go.. i've always wanted to visit hong kong, but i don't feel as excited this time round. maybe it's coz i know i'll have to start school right after this trip, and i'm not ready yet.. i'm still eagerly waiting for march to come:)
YMonday, January 18, 2010' 9:02 PM
6/1 gathering this sunday, but i can't make it coz i'll be in hong kong!:( really wanted to go and hang out with primary school friends whom i haven't seen for ages. and they'll be visiting ms lim flying kite in seng kang. WHY MUST MY HONG KONG TRIP BE THIS WEEKEND. IT SHOULD BE IN MARCH OR SOMETIME LATER:(:(:(
had a really long day today!
i set my alarm at 7am just to wake my brother up, but i was so tired and was literally fighting my tiredness to keep myself awake to call him up. but i had no strength to do so, and fell right back into sleep when i heard him wake up on his own:/
i actually arranged to meet xn at 9.45am, but i woke up only at 9.30! quickly rushed out of the house to meet her, and dru at bedok interchange. went off to kbox at kallang! i was practically half asleep at first. stayed there for 3hrs and headed off the bugis street, then to far east. didn't manage to buy much though, can't wait for the next shopping with yanqi soon! gonna need more clothes this year:)
i don't know what i should feel for the events of the year; starting jc, and then most probably poly. totally new classmates and environment. hopefully i'll adapt to these changes well:)
